I found it odd, when I got online over twenty years ago, that there were very, very few people who meaningfully sought God, though Jesus said “first seek the Kingdom of God”. It seems people just casually believe. Not much attempt to actually really seek the Kingdom.
This process is not just called by Jesus, but is basic to any sort of search like this.
Have you ever missed a night of sleep to search? Have you ever gone without food? Have you ever gone without water?
Have you ever even used psychedelics?
Sadly, most I come to, it is ‘no, no, no, no’.