I have temporarily opened my blog to public. This shows that I am both not aging, and my official documents show my face as changing and looking my age (and worse). It also has a screenshot of people’s real reactions on this. All these pictures have been taken in the last year:
I am 48 years of age. Usually, I don’t get out much, and when I do, it has been just around strangers. They just take me as being in my early 30s.
But, this past year, with jail, psych wards, and AA I am around people, and they see me first, get to know me, then I tell them my age, and they react: faces go pale, jaw drops, ever so slightly, but it does. And they tell me how old I look.
I can also see in their faces, they can’t really process it.
I mean, there are a lot of ramifications to this.
I have known this would be the case, at least since my late 30s. This sort of problem has been looked at in Tuck Everlasting, Age of Adaline, and some other movies.
Anyway, yeah, I am for it. Why not. Fuck death, fuck aging.
I have had to grapple with issues like, “what if the government or some cartel of billionares gets at me, to try and dissect me”. But, the thing is, reality is, people realize that one ramification to this is the supernatural is real. And, if this can happen, what else might be. So, I think nobody will actually do that. Because it scares them.
Otherwise, angels. But, that is a totally different topic.
Yeah, life has its’ ups and downs.
But, give me a break.
Sure, it is not paradise, but we do have paradise here and now, if we can find it in our hearts.
Otherwise, some may have aged: We can fix that, if your heart is right. Really. In fact, a few of these photos were taken after the licenses you see on this page where I look my age.
It is something that requires some training, but you can reverse aging, as well as stop it. I think. But, never tried this with anyone else. You have to be able to believe it is possible, then want it, then I can explain.
Not a drug, no magic lightening. More akin to being able to have a controllable miracle, through a form of positive mental attitude.
(As for the other stuff on my blog, you can read it. Mostly love poems to someone.)